So I'm going to try and keep this as short as possible. Basically, I accidentally found out I was adopted when I was 8, as a newborn. When I was 14 I found out that I even met my biological family when I was 7. Essentially I guess I was in complete denial of ever wanting to meet my biological family and was content with the current family. And don't get me wrong, I am madlyyyy in love with the family that adopted me. When I was 19, I found out that I had 5-6 other siblings and that my biological father unfortunately passed away. So here I am 21, knowing that 1. I want to meet my mother and siblings before it's too late. And 2. That this could be a huge step for me. I guess the sticky situation I amnin is that speaking about my adoption at home is something we really don't do and when we have it's just this emotional and almost uncomfortable occurrence for my parents which hey I don' t blame them for. I do think this is something neccessary for me though and just want to know how I could go abouts approaching this with my parents in a way that they understand that by me reaching out to my biological family, my love for them will never ever decrease.

Hope this kinda made sense.. I know I ramble 😥