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So I was preparing my shot earlier of a new batch of Crystal. All physical properties of it check out to be of high quality. So I measured out my 500 mg which is the standard dose when I’m doing a new batch. Don’t know why I chose such a high amount, but that’s what it is. While I was mixing up everything, I thought to myself “what is this is my last one?” I don’t too often hear people overdosing from meth, but I’m sure that over time between the neurotoxicity of it, and the effects on the cardiovascular system, it can’t be good. I’m 44 years old and I’ve been doing it for about 25 years often on. So with this new thought in my head, I began to write a letter goodbye to those I love just in case this is my last one. Have any of you ever thought about this while preparing yours?
Or our hearts can decide to take a shit and say fuck you..... I think about it
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