So I'm not married. I'm not even in a relationship. Dating has always been a struggle. But I love weddings, and everyone around me is either married, engaged, or headed to engagement. It's been hard feeling alone, especially since I fall into rabbit holes of looking at wedding dresses and venues and planning beautiful ceremonies on a budget. I found a company in my city that I'm in love with. I daydream about florals and heartfelt vows.

But I'm single.

And not only am I single in my early 30s watching everyone else be happy, I now have to worry about Obergefell being overturned and the reality that I now might not ever achieve that dream even if I do find someone. It hurts, and I don't know how to grapple with the unfairness of it all.