My intention is not to put blame on anyone necessarily, but I am woefully unsuccessful with meeting anyone I meet online in person. I'm wondering why I lose contact with the few people I make contact with online, and why so many don't find enough interest in me to reply. Am I trying too hard? Not enough? Is no one fundamentally interested in a 49 year old guy with little experience in dating and sex? Do I come off as an asshole? Is there some kind of active conspiracy against me? Is it prejudice against bisexual guys? Am I really that socially clueless and mentally handicapped? All I know is I'm desperate to explore pleasure however it is presented, find my tribe and when the time is right, The One. And I grow frustrated, bitter and lonely at the person I seem to be becoming. I'm not looking for sympathy, just understanding.