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Taking it:
Took 2 tabs with an experienced psyche user and waited around for about 40 mins for the effects to kick in. Anyway it starts KICKING in for me. I'm watching music on the tv and the whole album cover starts to shift. Being a totally new experience, I'm pretty amped up and am trying to make sense of it. We decide to go out for a walk.
wow:
We start walking down the neighborhood and I'm tripping the fuck out. A few cars pass by and I'm thinking "Wow, this machine was built by people" or some shit like that. Anyway it's all good until we get to a park and start really looking at things. My buddy tells me to just experience it and I let it take me. I'm looking at a park bench in complete aw at this point. I've never experienced reality in this way before and am dying to get more of it. Throughout the entire trip I had the feeling of you'll be okay, just watch. So I let it take me. I'm also starting to hear shit now. It sounds like a digital diesel engine going up and down but for everything I focus onto. We're on a trail now and I'm getting moments of recollection about my other persona has been here before. But it doesn't quite make sense because I've never seen it as beautiful. The leaves are beautifully aligned with every step I take as nature is fully welcoming me. It felt as if different sections of the trail were different family members I was visiting. After talking I'd leave and the sections would say goodbye and they'd be happy because we'd connect later. It was also around this point where I was experiencing ego death. I just didn't feel like me at all. There actually was no "me" it was just the universe experiencing itself flow. Seeing people I knew pop up in my trip didn't bring back feelings of "Hey nice to see ya again" it was mainly accepting their presence and accepting it when they left as well. It's also around this point I'm having pretty deep thoughts about "I'm the only way I know this universe is real. So try to test that". We're walking on a steady pace at this point and we're headed to a lookout of a part of the city. We leave the trail and I can't help notice a really beautiful high visibility sign saying "Bear in area". I don't even comprehend that I'm just staring at it because it's beautiful. I think to myself "If I had died I wouldn't have died because I'd have just gotten consumed by more of the universe." We reach the lookout and I feel like I'm 100m tall. Lights in the sky. Different coloured clouds. Sounds. SUPER green grass. Every car I see pass by I can hear with like 100x my usual capacity. Anyway we come down from there and get into my buddies car. I didn't even know what to think about when I was being driven. It felt as if every turn had its own experience and them to it. But the theme was that it's okay but pay attention because it'll go away. So now I'm trying to focus on that aspect. Anyway we get to another trail. Same setup, just a bit longer and it had some super nice bridges and some people we didn't expect to run into. I'm absolutely gone at this point. I was eating a bag of Doritos like I'd never eaten before and the dust felt insane on my fingers. I tried rubbing it on some wet metal and it helped but just added a new irritation. It didn't go away until I accepted the irritation. We get to a slight uphill and it feels like my legs are giving their all. Literally as we're going uphill some random ass people show up with 1 crack head chasing them. It's at this point I'm just accepting of everything and aren't really phased by this. So I am mentally in the keep going attitude while everyone else is like "bro this guy's fucked and trying to block us from moving" Anyway after some talking to he moves and we continue. Parts of the path I had seen before felt never before seen because of the new twists and bends in their geometry. Also the entire planet was breathing. We get into the car and I think this whole nights been a horror movie setup. As we drive I'm seeing cop cars noticing patterns of burnt out lights so I'm thinking we're getting into more and more sketchy areas. We get back to the place and it's at this point I'm really feeling the ego death. People I know that around don't really bring the same energy as before. It's just me staring at myself because the universe was just looking at itself. A few hours of watching Netflix and looking at paintings go by and I'm getting tired. I decide to go to bed but I can't sleep at all. At this point I'm myself again and have my personality back.
Main takeaway:
I feel as if LSD made me more accepting of the past and future.
Thanks for the help too. A few people DM'd me on the trip and helped me along the way. Next time I'm not going to be on my phone as much.
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