OK my sexy swingers. This is a doozy (for me at least) and I'm posting it here because I trust the level of respect living in this lifestyle brings. I've never danced in here with you all, so bare with me while I get this all out. For now it's just a lot of thoughts as I try to create this plan for myself.

So, my partner and I have been working through our fantasy bucket list. At the moment we are on MY list. And my greedy self wants to be devoured by multiple men. The youngins would call it...a gangbang. This fantasy is very specific though, so I wanted to turn to the community to see if you lovely sinners have had experience here and any pointers/lessons learned before we set things up.

NOTE: this isn't the sign up sheet. That will come later. Keep that boy holstered for now. But it will need to happen soon before the kids are out of school. For now, this is just a query for interest and to get some advice.

The biggest part of this fantasy...I don't want to know who anyone is. I want no knowledge of who is fucking me. I want to be used. Fully. There will be rules of course, but in short...I want to be an object for these strangers' perverted desires without any control over what they are doing to me. I want to be blindfolded and on display. They use me, they dissapear. I never know who they are. This isn't roleplay. I'm serious. I do not want to know who anyone is.

Obviously safety is a concern. My partner will be present for all of this looking after me. He's not going to be involved though, this is all me and my fantasy. We will make everyone get tested first. One - I care about everyone's safety, and B - I am greedy and I want everyone's cum. If I'm doing this...I'm doing it right!

Here are some of the things I've been toying with, and you guys can tell me your thoughts. AND throw out some others I might not be thinking.

Filming - I desperately want my partner to film this so I can watch it afterwards. Obviously, discretion is our concern as well, it's strictly for my enjoyment since I won't be able to see anything (blindfold). However, my partner thinks that might turn people off if they are being filmed. Or we get far fewer people interested. I was thinking people could wear masks if they wanted. He thinks it will still turn them off. Thoughts?

Women - I would love love love to be used by both men AND women. But I also want to be the center of attention in this event. My fear is that if other women are there, it turns into an orgry..which is hot as hell don't get me wrong. But, not what I want for this. My partner is thinking that women should be allowed to watch, or maybe if they are there as a couple, they can help keep their husbands hard for me while they wait their turn. I would however love if a woman is there kissing me while this all goes on. That would be amazing. Maybe even clean me up after. I don't know how to articulate that dynamic though. I'm hoping that women reading this will understand what I mean.

Location - Phoenix, preferably in the East Valley. However, our house isn't private enough to do something like this. I thought about a hotel, but I'm worried about noise. I don't want anyone to have to be quiet. Thought about maybe trying an airbnb. Or maybe there is an experienced couple out there that is willing to host? We'd provide everything of course. Just want to make sure the scene is safe and discreet.

It will likely need to be a daytime event. We have kids in school and no real way to make it an evening/weekend thing. So people would have to be open to doing this during the day/week. I think that's going to be tough on people. My partner seems to think that a guy will skip out on a few hours work to fuck a hot blonde raw. So we'll see who wins that debate.

Again, the most important thing for me in this fantasy is that I don't know who anyone is. Once the ad goes up, I won't be involved in any of the communications (my partner will) other than going through the pics to pick the dicks I want. Other than that, I want zero knowledge. I trust my man completely (if you meet him...you'll know why ;) ), so I have no worry about any plans you all make for me. The way I envision this, I will be waiting in a separate room while everyone gets settled and ready. I will be led in blindfolded and naked, and immediately get lost in all the hands on me.

Pics are 100% me and recent. I'm dead serious about all this. It will happen. And soon. My hope is to find maybe 4-6 guys. Or women if they want to join. But I figure with 4-6 guys, that's a good half day of orgasms. I'm not sure my little body can take much more than that. Feel free to reach out privately. Our goal is to start posting for the actual event next week!

Stay sexy sinners! xoxo