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[M4A] Missed Connections [Bully x Listener][Tsundere Bully Speaker][Protective Listener][Confession][Angst][Lost Love(?)][Cold][A Little Mean][Cuddles][VERY Dominant][VERY Possessive][Protective][A Little Toxic][CW: Injury/Mentions of Abuse]
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ItsEsmeJones is a male looking for anyone in A Little Toxic
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Part 2


Context: No one knew what to make of Rex when he showed up at your school. He's a cold, mean delinquent covered in tattoos. He has no issue laying anyone out who messes with him, and there is a running comment in school: Rex means King, and he is the King of being terrifying. Still, he's never hurt you. He's made you sit on his lap, he's flustered you, he's always got an insult or two but, tonight, he stood up to a wild animal for you after the school trip bus forgot you both. He took a blow to the head and now you are alone with him, praying for rescue while your bully slowly loses consciousness in your arms.

Setting: The forest

Tags:[M4A][Bully x Listener][Tsundere Bully Speaker][Protective Listener][Confession][Angst][Lost Love(?)][Cold][A Little Mean][Cuddles][VERY Dominant][VERY Possessive][Protective][A Little Toxic][CW: Injury/Mentions of Abuse]

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[Scene opens in a forest]

[SFX: Panicked footsteps]

[You have your bully by the hand and race through the forest]

ā€œNngh, there! By the road!ā€

[Pause!]

[SFX: A bit of crashing and leaves rustling]

ā€œInsaneā€¦ youā€™re fucking insane, you know that?! What the Hell were you thinking running at that black bear, screaming and waving your arms?!ā€

[Pause!]

ā€œYeah, I am WELL AWARE that it knocked me on my ass! I was trying to protectā€¦ā€

[...]

ā€œ...Shut up, alright? Iā€™m fine. Yeah, Iā€™m bleeding from the head a little, but Iā€™ll be fine. Just keep an eye out for a car or something. Canā€™t believe the fucking bus left us behindā€¦ They should know better than to leave me alone with anyone. Canā€™t wait to get written up the one time I actually did a good thingā€¦ Fucking lucky it was a black bear. Damned things forget theyā€™re bears, you know? Christ, Iā€™m tired of it allā€¦ Just tired in general, actuallyā€¦ā€

[...]

ā€œAm I OKā€¦? Ay, donā€™t peer into my eyes, sweetheart, alright?ā€

[You look into his eyes. One pupil is larger than the other]

[Pause]

ā€œConcussion? Ah, what do I care? Iā€™ve slept through worse. Iā€™ll get a nap in and then you and I are going to have a chat about your godamned stupidity, got it?ā€

[Pauseā€¦]

ā€œKeepā€¦ talking to youā€¦? ā€˜Bout whatā€¦?ā€

[Pause]

ā€œAnyā€¦thingā€¦ Nngh, no. No. I, nnh, want you to talk now.ā€

[Pause]

ā€œYeah, yeah, Iā€™ll stay awake and listen to you. Even if you are super boringā€¦ Now, will you tell me why the Hell you always insist on being so nice to me?ā€

[...]

[You gently run your fingers through his hair as you talk, trying to keep him focused]

ā€œ... I donā€™t get it. What do you mean by ā€œEveryone needs someone in their cornerā€? Huh? What do you fucking mean, huh? I need no one. I can fight my own fuckinā€™ battles.ā€

[Pause]

[Rex rolls his eyes as best he can]

ā€œEugh, I know I wouldā€™ve died out here if you hadnā€™t helped meā€¦ What do you want me to say, thanks? Thanks for showing me basic human decency and not doing the reasonable thing and letting me fuckinā€™ die out here?ā€

[Pause!]

[He groans, voice filling with as much fury as he can muster]

ā€œDonā€™t you yell at me about not being fucking garbage, I know what I am! Yeah, Rex means King, what the fuck ever, I know Iā€™m trash, OK?! Made to be thrown away, and thatā€™s what a sweet thing like you shouldā€™ve done the second you heard my Dad lay into me, understand?!ā€

[...?]

[He pauses, looking away]

ā€œ...Yeah. That beat-up, scared little boy crying outside Apartment 501 was me. Right next door to you, in the right place at the right time as you meandered out to check the mailā€¦ You couldā€™ve ignored me. Everyone else did. But, for some fucking reason I canā€™t understand, you sat next to me and said, ā€œHeyā€¦ I donā€™t know whatā€™s wrong but a popsicle always makes me feel betterā€. And you took my bruised hand and dragged me inside and gave me a fucking popsicleā€¦ā€

[Pauseā€¦]

ā€œEugh, yeah, yeahā€¦ Donā€™t let it go to your head, OK? It wasnā€™t even that good of a popsicle.ā€

[Pause]

[He sniffs a bit but holds tough]

ā€œ... We moved a few weeks after. I wanted to work up the courage to talk to you again butā€¦ it was too late. We moved across the country until my old man finally got sent to prison, and I was yanked back here and thrown into my motherā€™s drunken arms. And you were still here. In the same grade as meā€¦ You didnā€™t even recognize me. Fuck, why would you? I left a scared little boy and I came back a man. A rough, tattooed, scary, mean delinquent with a rap sheet and more muscles than brains. Why would a nice thing you even remember some kid, huh?ā€

[Pause]

ā€œ... Itā€™s all so stupid. I didnā€™t care if girls threw themselves at me in Cali, or guys. Didnā€™t matter. Didnā€™t feel for them, but they scratched the itch. Didnā€™t think thatā€™d Iā€™d see you againā€¦ That Iā€™d see you in the hallway and have the wind fucking knocked out of me, that Iā€™dā€¦ feel. I hadnā€™t really done that for years, you know? I was numb. I liked being numb, then I saw you andā€¦ fuck, I got so angryā€¦ā€

[Pause]

ā€œNo, not at you. Well, kind ofā€¦ I got mad because I saw how you looked at me and I wanted to beat my face in. You looked at me like you were uncomfortable with me, now, and it hit me that I couldā€™ve been working to be better all that timeā€¦ I thought about you every fucking day. You were in my dreams, my head, I thought about you when I was with others, I had this recurring dream where Iā€™d come back andā€¦ and Iā€™d see youā€¦ and Iā€™d sit by you on that porch again, say ā€œHey. I think I love youā€, andā€¦ and weā€™d be together.ā€

[...]

[He lets out a bitter laugh and wipes his eyes]

ā€œFuckinā€™ dumb, I know. Thinkinā€™ an angel like you would be waitinā€™ for me when I hadnā€™t even been in your life for seven yearsā€¦ Sorry.ā€

[Pause?]

ā€œMā€™ sorryā€¦ that I pick on you. I didnā€™t know how else toā€¦ to talk to you. I figured some light bullying was about the least shitty thing I could do. Iā€™m violent, Iā€™m mean, Iā€™m possessive, I love being in control and, with you, I have a real hard time keeping my hands to myselfā€¦ Iā€™m an animal, and I hate it, but I also canā€™t be mad holding you on my lap, making you squirm, making you forget every other boy or girl in that school while I whisper in your earā€¦ I know you hate it, butā€¦ I canā€™t let you go.ā€

[Pause]

ā€œ...Now do you see why you shouldā€™ve left me to die out here?ā€

[Pause]

[He looks up at you, eyes glimmering in the moonlight]

ā€œ... Fuck, youā€™re beautifulā€¦ā€

[His eyes are growing unfocused as you hold him, desperately hoping for a car to pass by]

[Pause]

ā€œAyā€¦ thanks for letting me rest my head in your lap. If I have to dieā€¦ fuck it. This is all I wanted. To see you again. To pretend like I had a shot with youā€¦ that I wouldnā€™t ruin you and your futureā€¦ā€

[Pause!]

[His expression changes as you tell him your secret]

ā€œ...you missed me too? Youā€¦ worried about me?ā€

[Pause]

ā€œ... Godamnit.ā€

[Pause]

ā€œNo, I justā€¦ I donā€™t understand what Iā€™m feeling right now. Itā€™sā€¦ warm.ā€

[Pause]

[Heā€™s fading fast]

ā€œ... Thank you. What did you call me years ago? Your ā€œPorch Palā€? Hehe. Such a dork. Mmhā€¦ Iā€™m so tiredā€¦ I justā€¦ wanna sleepā€¦ā€

[Pause!]

[SFX: A car approaching]

[You flag the car down and it pulls over, a man emerging and quickly calling 911]

[Pause!!]

[He doesnā€™t respond]

[You shake him desperately and he groans in response but doesnā€™t open his eyes]

ā€œ... loveā€¦ youā€¦ā€

[Heā€™s out]

[To be continued?]

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