First off, let me apologize for the weird structuring that is this post. You see, I am currently possessing this post that OP was previously working on. I did this so I could edit this post and hopefully, reach out to you if possible. With that said, I know you must have a lot of questions, but let’s go ahead and knock a few potential ones out.

Q: Who/What am I?

A: I can’t answer that sadly. It’s not like it’s a “If I tell you then I have to kill you” sort of ordeal, it’s more like I don’t have time to explain what I am and my origin story. Not to mention it’s honestly extremely irrelevant to what I have to say here. But since you probably won’t stop pestering about it, the short answer is, an “Entity”.

Q: What happened to the OP of this post you are possessing?

A: Don’t worry, he’s fine. The poor fella has been working long days lately, and still felt the need to make scripts for you all to read and record. Because of this, as of typing/editing this post. He is fast asleep in front of his laptop. Not sure how long it’ll be before he wakes up, so I have to work quickly.

Q: How are you possessing and editing this Post right now?

A: Again, I can’t answer that, as I mentioned before. I don’t have time to explain it all here.

Q: Are you dangerous, malicious, vengeful, bloodthirsty, power hungry or down right evil?

A: No.

Q: Why are you editing this Post?

A: Glad you ask, we are going to get to that.

Alright, so I notice lately that a lot of people, (potentially you reader) have been feeling lonely recently. You’ve felt like a loser just because you listen to these audio role-plays about having a significant other or something similar. Trying to fill that empty hole in your heart because you feel that those things are the only preferable substitute for a waste of life such as yourself. Let me tell you this right now. You’re not a waste of life!

I know, I know. You heard this countless times before. “You’re not worthless." "You shouldn’t say such harsh things about yourself.” “You deserve to be loved and comforted.” “You deserve some attention and affection.” How are my two cents going to make this any different? Let alone, any easier compared to what I might be feeling right now?

Well, if I’m going to be honest. It might not make this any easier. There isn’t a one size fits all margin here, and sadly. There’s no instant cure for loneliness, depression and whatever else you might be feeling. No matter how much we desperately want there to be. I can’t sugar coat this by saying that it’ll all be sunshine and rainbows from here on out. Some days will be sunny, bright and beautiful; others will be dark, stormy and gloomy. We’ll have good days, and we’ll have bad days. We’ll have the best highest points in our lives, and we’ll also have the worst, lowest points in our lives too. What I’m trying to say is, this won’t be easy and for a lot of us, this won’t get any easier. We just have to do the best we can and hope for the best.

I know it doesn’t sound very optimistic, but hear me out, as I mentioned before, we listen to these audio role-plays most of the time for some form of comfort, something we either couldn’t have or get much of in our day to day life. I believe that, deep down, it’s not just about the romance, pleasures and the satisfactions of lust that we want, but rather, the companionship, the connection, the trust. Most of us want someone who can do us no wrong, even if we are the ones in the wrong sometimes. But I think we need to realize that there is more to it than that. More to life than those dark, self deprecating thoughts. Like I said before, what most of us really need is a friend. Someone who we can trust without the darkest secrets, someone who we can just be ourselves around. Someone who can forgive us even when we mess up. And you want to know the ironic part? This close friend that we want also wants the same thing.

I guess what I’m trying to say is, yes. It’s hard, and yes, it takes hard work and effort to get over social anxiety and whatever barricades get in the way. It takes effort to not just say something positive, but to think positive too. I’m sure that there’s always a chance for one person to be compatible with another, even if we haven’t met or seen them yet. The world is an ocean. Well, approximately 75% of it is, but yeah, there are plenty of fish in the sea. Which means that you’ll be able to find someone. Just like fishing, It may take a long time and effort, but it’ll be worth it.

But until then, You and I must do our best to be okay and have joy within ourselves. Nurture and strengthen our self worth and love, and do what we can to make the most out of every single day. Yes, there will be some dark days, but you. My friend. Are never alone. You don’t have to feel alone. I don’t know if we’ll meet again, but….I’m proud of you. For still being here, and making it this far. I hope that my message here will brighten the mood. Even if it’s just a little bit.

I have to go now. But before I do. Let me just say that, I have nothing to give but hope and encouragement for you. It’ll be okay. Just hold on a little while longer.

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