Greetings Redditors of this sub. Yes, it’s I. OP (Exotailx3/Brandon P.) and I am happy to say that I am finally back to posting scripts on here. The past 2 months have been interesting for me. Which allows me to bring some good and bad news.

Good News: I have written good number of scripts ready for posting.

My fire/passion for script writing is currently burning bright.

Bad News: Still battling depression

Didn’t write as much as I had hoped.

So yeah, essentially, although I’ve written a few scripts. I sadly hadn’t written much of anything like I had hoped. But there is some good news to it. I am currently working on a new script series, but it’s going to take a lot longer than normal to complete due to its complexity.

I also been thinking about opening commissions. In other words, you can pay me to write a script for you. While I am not the first to (possibly) jump on this idea, it is ironic considering I am the one who commission VAs to fill things I have written for the longest. (Something I still plan on doing for the foreseeable future.) Nothing is concrete yet. I still need to work out the pricing as well as make time and room for these things. Especially when it comes to quality.

Finally, yes. I still am dealing with depression, but I will no longer use that as an excuse. If anything, it only made my script writing even more of an outlet to deal with it. I am also slowly trying to accept being okay with just doing…me. To put it simply. Focus on me and my own journey and path, while being recognize as part of the big league of script writers in this community would be nice, It’s really just that…a title. Nothing would really change, other than possible follower count. And because I have challenged myself to break the norm, toy with various cliché and create new and interesting concepts rarely done or better yet, never been done before, the last thing I would want to be is just a cookie cutter writer. Actually. That’s the funny thing I was also thinking about.

I am an ASMR RP Script writer, not just a writer.

It may sound confusing, but that is the truth. I don’t plan on writing a novel and selling it because let’s be honest, anyone can do that. I don’t want it to feel like yet again, another cookie cutter piece of literature. Yes, I may have the “writer” flair tag, but let me be clear. I am a script writer. Not a writer. Afterall, there are plenty of professional writers out there who would quickly put me in my place if I let my pride get the better of me. Which brings me to another similar topic.

This script writing thing is really just a hobby for me. I sadly just can’t see myself making a living/profession out of it. While there are many script writers out there who probably can. I am sadly not one of them, and that is a hard pill to swallow.

“So why bother doing this?”

Well. It gives me a sense of accomplishment. In fact, it’s thanks to this hobby that it awakened a deep almost long forgotten desire I had, which is being a storyteller, and a lover of most forms of fictional works. With that said, I will still be here. Writing and creating scripts for the foreseeable future. Especially since those group of swans in the back are remaining awfully quiet.

Anyways, I think I said too much. I got a lot of work to do and lot storylines to finish. Before I go, I just want to say….thank you. Thank you to everyone. The writers, the VAs, the readers, the listeners. Thank you. Thanks for letting this anomaly in human form find a place where they can share a quirk that they never would of thought could actually get them this far. Your support goes a long, long, long way. It’s one of the only things that keeps me going really. So thank you!

From the unorthodox anomaly that is a script writer.

~Brandon P.