Pt. 1 here

Pt. 2 here

Pt. 3 (chapter 1) here 

Pt. 4 here

Pt. 5 here (optional)

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Author’s note: After almost a year, here we finally are! I’m sorry it took me so long to finish this series, but you know how it is sometimes. Over the course of writing, Val has undergone a lot of change and I put a lot more thought into their backstory, but I hope I managed to keep the character somewhat consistent… Either way, I doubt a lot of people care to fill this whole series (I’m pretty sure most VAs gave up after one or two parts), but I still wanted it to come to a worthy end - and I do know at least one person that’s interested in filling it ;)

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TW/CW: mentions of trauma, (former) suicidality and self isolation/ depression and low self worth, implications of (former) restrictive eating disorders and deliberate starvation as self punishment, talking about (former) toxic traits and dynamics 

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~1.500 words ( 200 spoken words in the optional feeding scene) / 12-20 mins Audio

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Usage: Everything goes, as long as you give credit! Adjust wording, change stuff, improvise, add or remove scenes, make it nsfw if you want. For any questions, feel free to ask! Have fun :D

Monetization/paywall is ok, but I’d appreciate being sent a free copy! 

Sfx optional but it enhances the experience, if you have access.

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Setting: Luxurious living/ dining room with a comfy couch 

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sometimes I use … for very short pauses (easier to read)

[these are for sfx, vocal cues, actions or other remarks] 

italics are for emphasising a word

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[sfx: knocking on a door, door opens]

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You’re quite early, my Dear!

I am afraid our meal is not yet done cooking.

But please, come on in and have a seat on the couch. 

Feel free to make yourself comfortable. It will still be a few more minutes, before all is ready. 

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[sfx: door is closed behind the listener]

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I hope you are not too hungry yet, or I will have to serve the appetisers a bit earlier than intended. 

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Simply tell me when you wish for me to set the table. 

You should not have to starve, my Dear. Especially not when your plate could be filled aplenty…

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[short pause] 

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While we wait, there is something that has been on my mind a lot lately… 

I wanted to wait until after we had eaten to tell you, but I believe now is as good a time as any.

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[short pause, gathering courage]

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We have known each other for quite a while now.

And a lot has happened since we met…

Can you still remember our first encounter? 

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(chuckle) Your face upon opening the door will always be stuck within my memory. 

The surprised expression, when I revealed myself to you…

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I was a very different person, then. Newly out of hiding, attempting to step into a world unfamiliar to me.

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Thank you for accepting me. For allowing me to enjoy your company…

I must say, in the beginning, I was terrified of your rejection. Worried that you would despise who I was - what I was… 

That you would leave me, fear me, be disgusted by me… 

That I would once again be doomed to fail, to only hurt those around me and myself. 

That I would sink right back into that dark hole I had barely escaped from. 

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My life did not mean much to me, then, and I sincerely apologise for forcing you to carry that burden… 

What I did was unjust, but I truly believed there was no alternative for me. 

At first, I simply had to have you… I craved you, desired your blood. And I felt as though existing without your taste upon my lips would not be worth the torment…

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I was desperate, then. Desperate enough to cling to anything to keep myself afloat.

But somewhere within my soul, I did not think I was worthy of you…. that I was worthy of another chance.

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Those times have passed…

Still, I worry about losing you, though now for very different reasons.

I worry that anyone would dare to hurt you, that I would not be there to catch your fall, to protect you from any harm that may come your way. 

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[short pause]

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Before, I have told you that I will respect any choice you make, even if that includes you wishing to keep your distance from me indefinitely. 

That still remains true…

As fond as I have grown of you… our relationship should be as any other. 

Where each of us may do anything, with the other supporting to the best of their ability.

I no longer want to be dependent on you, or have the reverse be true. You are your own, autonomous person, free to do as you please. 

More than anything, I wish for you to be fulfilled in whatever it is you choose to do, my Dear. 

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Still, I would be overjoyed if your future were to include me.

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You have shown me the joys of life anew, that there is more to the world than pain and loneliness. 

With you, I was capable of having fun once more. It made me feel like the person I used to be, made me remember why it was worth being alive. 

I am endlessly grateful for those experiences.

And I… 

I have grown more than fond of you, over the course of our time together. As strange as it feels for me to finally say this, it still remains true. 

I have never felt this way for another person…

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You have been the light of my life, ever since I attempted to escape the darkness. 

You have shown me a warmth that I had not been able to experience in centuries. 

And through you, I was able to reconnect with myself… my human side…

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I don’t believe that you will ever understand, just how much you have come to mean to me… how much you have improved me, as a person. 

It has been an honour to grow with you. To, once again, begin to trust another soul enough to open up. 

By your side, I have learned to care for myself, as I do for you. That I am worthy of it…

I have seen that I am more than a mere monster, more than a lost soul, a forsaken sinner, or a creature of the darkness. 

I may not have known it at the time, but when I went up to your door, it was my first step towards redemption. And I may still have a long way ahead of me, but without you, I never would have been able to take this path. 

Would you be willing to stay by my side for a bit longer? 

Of course, only for as long as you wish. I would never want you to feel pressured to be with me. 

And despite what I will be telling you today, that will always remain my priority. 

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What I mean, is…

There is something I have been hesitant to say for a while, though it has only grown more and more apparent to me.

My Dear… I believe I am falling in love with you.

At first, I did not know it was happening, and then I was denying it… Denying myself the comfort of finally speaking it aloud, of acknowledging my feelings.

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Despite that… This relationship can be whatever you wish for it to be. 

Do not let my words shake you.

I have come to realise that love is so much more than a romantic or physical attraction, more than a desire to control another person, own them and call them yours. 

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Your happiness and comfort stands above all else for me, and if you would rather maintain a purely platonic atmosphere between us, I am happy to oblige. 

As long as I know you to be satisfied, I will be, too. 

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Either way, I would prefer, if you were the one who set the rules we abide by. 

Though, that does not have to be now. 

Please, take your time. 

Feel free to take space, too, if you wish. I understand the need for distance and deeper consideration, so do not be afraid to communicate what you require.  

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And if you wish to leave now, I would not blame you. A meal can be cooked again at any point in the future, so do not feel forced to stay. 

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[pause]

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You truly are too kind, my Dear.

Not once have I felt judged by you, or seen you shy away from me. 

It made me feel… like a person. Like you did not perceive me as the monster I saw within myself.
You have always faced me directly, been honest and patient with me… Open about how you feel…

It has taught me to be less afraid of myself… to embrace what lurks within me, so that I may attempt to control it, one day. 

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Still, I have a lot left to learn, especially regarding my feeding process…

Until I met you, I had been starving myself to a great extent - as punishment, and in hopes of preventing another outbreak. 

While I kept myself weakened, I would be in no condition to hunt, after all. 

Now, I have slowly been increasing my intake to reach a… healthier level. 

Perhaps that, too, has aided me in feeling more secure. 

I hope that one day, I will no longer be haunted by the memories, the guilt…

Though, I still have a long way to go, much work to do… 

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[pause]

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Are you certain…? 

Offering your blood to me like this… 

As much as I have been wanting to taste it again, I do not believe I have proven myself enough to deserve it.

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After all this time, I still fear that I might lose control again… 

I do not know whether I could forgive myself if I did- 

Not yet…

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[short pause]

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(deep breath) 

You are right. 

There is no sense in running away from myself, suppressing my vampiric side… It will only become stronger, if I do. Tearing me apart with inescapable urges…

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Please, stop me when you begin to grow dizzy or uncomfortable. 

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And thank you… for trusting me with this. 

It truly means a lot. 

Seeing you put your faith in me… It is helping me believe in myself, too.

Nobody has ever encouraged me this way before… Stood by my side as you do. 

Your value to me has long passed that of only your blood, and I hope I will not disappoint you now…

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[beginning of optional feeding scene! Feel free to drag out the non-speaking bits]

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[sfx: light shuffling on a couch, as Val approaches the listener]

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(speaking very softly:)

It feels so good to be so close to you again… Being able to take in your lovely scent so clearly… 

Hearing your heartbeat speeding up slightly…

Are you nervous, my Dear? Or is it… excitement that fills you? 

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Either way, do not fear. I will stop, as soon as you say the word. 

And I will be as gentle as I possibly can…

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(soft kiss)

(whispered/mumbed:) Are you ready, my Dear…?

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(a gentle biting sound, maybe a soft ‘mph’ and some light sucking followed by a quiet swallow)

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(a little breathless, taken aback?:) Good god… How is it possible for you to taste even better now than before…? Such a luscious, rich flavour…

(whispered:) I had almost forgotten the taste.

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(soft kissing and more blood sucking, some muffled moans in between, breath picks up slightly)

(muffled:) You’re so lovely, my Dear- So sweet… so heavenly…

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(another kiss and gentle bite, maybe a whimper?)

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I’ve been craving you… (a quiet moan and some light sucking) for so long now… 

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(between kisses and sucking, slightly out of breath, growing concerned:) I… (quiet moan) I have to slow down… 

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(a bit more sucking and heavy breathing, followed by light kissing and licking the wound to heal it)

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[short pause, trying to regulate breathing and calm down again] 

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(a bit breathless and shaky:) 

Thank you… for trusting me… and for allowing me to prove myself this way, despite everything.

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How are you feeling? 

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[short pause] 

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Good. I did not overly exhaust you, then. I almost lost myself within your taste… but I managed to stay in control this time.

You truly are too much of a temptation, perhaps now more than ever-

But this time, I did not give in, despite desperately wanting to…

Perhaps, through practice, I will one day have mastered the art of self restraint and maintaining composure. 

One day, I might finally be able to believe in myself. 

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Once again… thank you, my Dear. For everything…

(almost whispered:) I… I love you.