Hey hey hey everyone, how goes it. I was kind of busy the last weeks, but I am happy I managed to finish at least one script before going on vacation. This one... idk. I guess it resonates in some way with me? I tried to write it for guys who might be curious about being a gal but not like fully trans.

This script includes some directions for ASMR-like sounds, but it should be possible to perform it without them.

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Summary:

Following the call of some recent discoveries you have made about yourself, you tried to put on some of your girlfriend’s clothes and make up while she was still at work. However, just as you got done, she comes home early. Just how will she react?...

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[Distant door opening and closing]

Speaker: *muffled, happy* “Honey, I’m home! I managed to get out of work a bit earlier today, so I thought we could maybe turn the evening into a nice stay-at-home date. Does that sound like something you would like?... Hello? Honey, are you there?”

[Rummaging sounds (made by the listener)]

Speaker: *slightly worried, still muffled* “What was that?... Are you in the bedroom, Honey? Wait a second, I’ll be right there.”

[muffled footsteps]

Speaker: *still muffled* “Is everything alright? I heard a lot of noise coming from there…”

[Door opens]

Speaker: “Um… Honey?... Why are you in the bedroom at this time of the evening? You’re not… sick, are you?”

Listener: *answers*

Speaker: “You’re not?” *sigh* “Thank god, that’s a relief. You really worried me there for a second. But why is the light turned off? I can barely see anything, not even you. Let me just look for the lightswitch-”

Listener: *objects*

Speaker: “Hm? You don’t want that? Don’t be silly, without light we won’t be able to see each other. And it is a bit early for sleep or… other bedroom activities, don’t you think? I’m just gonna-”

Listener: *objects louder*

Speaker: *confused* “W-what? Stop?... You’re sounding really desperate now, why do you not want me to turn on the light?”

Listener: *silent*

Speaker: *distressed* “Honey, please talk to me! You’re just standing there in the darkness and aren’t saying anything except that I should not turn on the light. You’re scaring me.”

Listener: *silent*

Speaker: “Listen, I am just worried for you, Honey. Just… tell me what’s going on. I need to know that you are alright.”

Listener: *answers*

Speaker: “You say that you are, but why can’t I come closer? And the way you say it… it absolutely doesn’t sound alright. It’s like you are afraid of something. What is it?”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: *confused, upset* “You’re afraid of… me? Oh god, Honey, have I?... I didn’t do something you were uncomfortable with, right? I-if I did I am so so so sorry! The last thing I want is to make you feel anything but loved, and certainly not unsafe… I… I should go and give you some space, I am sure the last thing you want is for me to be here right now… Just… I’m sorry. For whatever I did.”

Listener: *denies*

Speaker: “That’s… not what you meant? Then what…”

Listener: *answer*

Speaker: “You’re not afraid of me as a person?” *sigh* “Oh, that is such a relief, Honey! But… Could you tell me what exactly you were afraid of? ARE afraid of, I mean.”

Listener: *explains*

Speaker: “...That I would judge you? Honey! I would never! Nothing you do could ever disappoint me. I swear, whatever it is that happened, you can tell me. If you are having problems, we can solve them together. If you experienced something… something bad, I can listen. So please, Honey, trust me! Okay?”

Listener: *reply*

Speaker: “It is hard to explain?” *chuckles* “I would expect so. All the important things in life are. And if it was simple, you would have already dealt with it yourself. So don’t worry and just… try to explain.”

Listener: *explains*

Speaker: “You… are wearing my clothes right now… Um, why?... Oh no, I’m sorry! That might have come out wrong. It’s not weird, just a bit… unusual? Unexpected maybe? W-we can talk about that later. But first… I don’t think that is a conversation we should have with me standing in the door and you hiding in the shadows. How about I turn on the lights, and we sit down somewhere? The bed maybe? That would be the most comfortable place here.”

Listener: *hesitant*

Speaker: “Still hesitant, huh… Okay, I have an idea. I turn on the lights, but I close my eyes. I should be able to find my way to the bed even like that. And then we can both lie down next to each other and look up at the ceiling. Does that sound… acceptable to you?”

Listener: *agrees*

Speaker: “It does? Thank you so much, Honey! Okay, then here I go. Ready?”

[Lightswitch noise]

Speaker: “Okay, now to… find the bed… It should be around here if I remember correctly… Ah, found it! And without hitting my pinky on anything too!... Okay, I’m lying down. Now it’s your turn.”

Listener: *lies down*

Speaker: “Are you comfortable, Honey?”

Listener: *confirms*

Speaker: “Good good… Then… why don’t you start by explaining why you are wearing my clothes? In most cases when guys wear female clothes, it is for a prank, or because they lost a bet, but since you are so embarrassed about it… I guess it is something more meaningful to you, isn’t it?”

Listener: *confirms*

Speaker: “I see… So you were wondering how it would feel… IF it would feel any different… So, what is the result? Do you like wearing them?”

Listener: *evades*

Speaker: “No, Honey, please be honest. I swear I won’t judge you, no matter what you say. So you don’t have to try and joke to evade the question. You know that I love to listen to you fool around any day of the year, but not right now, okay? Yes or no?”

Listener: *confirms*

Speaker: “So you do… I’m happy for you, I really am. Learning something new about yourself is always… difficult. Sometimes even scary. But only a fool would solve their internal struggles by denying them. I am still convinced that most jerks you see on the streets are just projecting their own problems onto others and that’s why they are always so rude to everyone around them. But you are not like that. You CHOSE to take the leap and try something new.” *chuckle* “I guess I chose the worst possible day to come home early, right? Or maybe the best one, depending on how you look at it.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “What do I mean? Honey, if I had not showed up when I did and accidentally driven you into a corner, would you have told me about it? And if yes, when? How long would you have carried that around with yourself and felt guilty for hiding it from me? And be honest.”

Listener: *answers*

Speaker: “See, that’s what I thought. So in a way I am grateful that I interrupted you, because at least we get to talk about it now. How about you? Have you calmed down a little bit?”

Listener: *confirms*

Speaker: “That’s good. I am glad you feel a bit more comfortable with me here now… Honey, if you don’t have an answer to this next question yet, it is absolutely alright to say so, okay? Remember that.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “Yes, ‘that’ question. What made you want to do this? Did you just want to see how you looked in these kinds of clothes, or do you…” *sigh* “I don’t know, how to phrase that in a delicate way, since I don’t have to deal with it myself… But do you feel like being a girl is closer to the real you?”

Listener: *thinks then answers*

Speaker: “I see… just curious for now. That is as good an answer as any.”

Listener: *embarrassed*

Speaker: “No, really. It might be non-committal, but us humans are not so simple that we could be easily described using words. If that is what you think is the closest answer you can give right now, no one has the right to complain about that.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “Yes, Honey, that is what I honestly think. We all spend our entire lives finding out who we really are. The human psyche is truly the world’s greatest mystery. And you can only ever explore your own. No amount of studying can make you understand anyone else. I mean REALLY understand. Sure, we can try, but every single person is way too complex to be understood by anyone else. And even if two people behave in the exact same way doesn’t mean that they are the same.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “What do I mean? Let’s see, take yourself for example. I only see that dress in a feminine way. But whether you feel like a woman born in a male body, or just more feminine than the guys around you and want to express that somehow is something that I will never know unless you tell me. Now that I think about it, there are even more possibilities. You could sometimes feel like a man and other times like a woman, or even just like a man who likes dresses more than pants. There probably are even more ways this could work than I could ever think of, and infinite possibilities between them. Point is, even if you find the words that describe you perfectly out of this infinite number of combinations, and tell me, then I would probably still be unable to comprehend it. All I can do is tell you that it is alright to be unsure of yourself. That it is alright to express whatever you understand about yourself in whatever way you see fit. Be it using clothes, behavior, words, or any other way.”

[Short pause]

Speaker: “So, did talking about it help you a little?”

Listener: *confirms*

Speaker: *shy* “That’s good to hear… Um… I don’t know how to ask this, but… Honey, why did you try to hide it from me? Did I ever make you feel like you could not be honest with me? Because I want to make it clear now, that you can always talk to me about everything!”

Listener: *denies*

Speaker: “That’s not it? Then why did you not tell me earlier?”

Listener: *answer*

Speaker: “You were afraid I would leave y- HONEY! I would never do anything like that. The reason I am with you is because I love YOU! Not your body. Not your job. Not your gender. Not ANY one part of you. I fell in love with the whole package. If anything, I feel incredibly happy that I get to discover something new about you. That we get to discover it together… So no, I would not leave you just because of this. Nor would I love you any less.”

[Short pause]

Speaker: “So, with that all your insecurities should be addressed, right? Or at least the most pressing ones.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “Why am I asking? Honey, Isn’t it obvious? I kind of really really really want to see how you look. Do you have any idea how hard I had to focus for the last minutes not to sit up and look at you?”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “Yes of course I wonder! It’s just like when we’re buying clothes together and one of us has to wait in front of the changing room for the other to come out. I can’t hold this curiosity back any longer. So won’t you show me, Honey? Pleeeeeaaase?”

Listener: *reply*

Speaker: “No, I won’t laugh! I swear!”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “Yes, I’ll even make a pinky promise.”

Listener: *thinks, then agrees*

Speaker: “I can look? Thank you, Honey! Let me just sit up… like this… and look at y-” *snort* “NO NO NO that wasn’t a laugh, I swear. I just exhaled through my nose!”

Listener: *embarrassed*

Speaker: “Noooo, please don’t pout, Honey! Come on, turn around again. I swear I’m not making fun of you. You don’t look bad at all, I just… wasn’t prepared for it. You…did not tell me you were also wearing make up. I promise it won’t happen again Please?”

Listener: *agrees*

Speaker: “There you are. Again, I’m sorry for laughing, that was not fair. You might not be very good at putting all of that on, but that’s to be expected since no one ever taught you how to do it… It’s harder than it looks, right?”

Listener: *reply*

Speaker: “Yes, just from here I can see like 2-3 things I would do differently… Wait, Honey, did you even put on the foundation first?”

Listener: *denies

Speaker: “Yeah, that is pretty obvious… Actually that is bothering me, come on, follow me.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “To my dressing table of course. If you want to dress like this and wear make up, we’re doing it properly. So come here and take a seat while I get a few towels.”

[Footsteps]

Listener: *question*

Speaker: *distant* “To wash your face of course. I’m sorry to tell you this, Honey, but we have to clean all of that off and start from the beginning… Don’t worry, everyone has to learn this stuff. If you knew how often I had to scrap an hour or more of work and do it all over, you would definitely not feel bad about it anymore.”

[Footsteps]

Speaker: “Alright, here I am again. Are you sitting comfortably?”

Listener: *denies*

Speaker: “Then get a pillow or something you big dunce!.., Here, take this one… Better?”

Listener: *confirms*

Speaker: *giggle* “Honey, but that’s the most important part. You might have to suffer to be beautiful, but that doesn’t mean we have to make it painful on purpose. Now close your eyes, I’m going to wipe your face.”

[Towel sounds]

Speaker: “How does it feel? I made sure to get the water as close to body temperature as possible, so it should feel quite nice. Just enjoy this feeling of me gently rubbing your skin from your forehead over your temples, down your cheeks, and arriving at your chin. Tell me if I am pressing down too hard, okay?”

[Short pause]

Speaker: “Aaaand we’re done. Now you’re ready for the funda- actually no, let’s put on some nice moisturizing cream first. It’s gonna make your skin all nice and soft. Plus it smells nice, doesn’t it. You can enjoy it as I softly massage it into your skin.”

[Massage sounds]

Speaker: *sigh* “Whenever I smell this coconut butter, I instantly feel my mind get teleported to a peaceful beach in the Caribbean sea. Can you picture it, Honey? Perfectly blue water, pearly white sand, and gentle shade under the palm trees. The only noise you can hear is the gentle pounding of the waves, sometimes interrupted by a bird singing further inland… Hah, I really want to go somewhere like this some time… Aaand look at this, we are done with the next step. Now we just gotta wait for your skin to absorb it. What to do, what to do… Oh I know. Stand up, we’re going to fix your dress. Or my dress technically.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “No, don’t worry, Honey. You did not make any major mistakes, but we can still improve it. Just gotta… pull this down a bit, lift this part up… How many tries did you need to get this on properly? This part right here is completely wrinkled. Hold still, I need to smooth it over… Patting you down a little bit, aaaaaand we should be good to go. Can you tell me if your face is dry again?”

Listener: *answers*

Speaker: “It is? Great, then we can continue with the foundation. It’s this skin colored paste right here. I bet it looked too boring for you to use so you left it out, right?”

Listener: *confirms*

Speaker: “That’s what I thought. Listen here and listen well, just because it might not look exciting does not mean you can just skip it. Don’t move, I’m going to apply just a very thin layer of it. Your skin is already pretty nice, but it can still be improved a bit.”

[Brushing sounds]

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “Hm? What is it used for? Well, Honey, as the name suggests, it is a foundation for everything. It makes your skin appear smooth and even, covers any blemishes, and makes sure that every part of it has the same shade of skin color… A little bit here, a small brush there, and done!... Now we wait for it to dry a little bit, so we have time to take a look at your hair. I’m just going to give it a quick brush and make it look a bit more fancy.”

[Brushing sounds]

Speaker: “At least your hair is really nice. You do know that all girls are super jealous of boys for how soft their hair is despite not even trying, right?”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “Yes, it’s true! We use special shampoos, conditioners, and oils to just name a few things, but still can’t get hair that is as nice as some guy who only uses some block of soap he found somewhere… There you go, Honey, how do you like it? I put some gel into it to make it stay in a kind of masculine-feminine hairstyle that should in theory work.”

Listener: *agrees*

Speaker: “You do? That’s great! We can kind of experiment with this in the future to find one you like enough to wear in public… Since the foundation has dried, we can continue. This next step is probably the most difficult one. We’re going to apply contours and highlights in order to hide or… well, highlight certain parts of your face. A skilled makeup artist can change the shape of your entire face with just this. And luckily for you, I am fairly skilled.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “How does it work? Well, basically we are using light and dark colors to imitate how shadows appear on your face and thus how its form appears to others. I’m just going to put some dark stripes on your cheeks like this… along your hairline… and on the sides of your chin… What this basically does is make your face appear slimmer and thus more feminine. Then some light colors to the sides of your nose so it does not seem as prominent… Maybe a little dot here… and there… and that should be enough, I think. I don’t really have experience with your face, so we can definitely do better but for now it should be good.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: *laugh* “Yes right now it does look a little bit like war paint. That’s because we didn’t blend the colors yet. For that I am going to use this little brush here. It’s going to smooth all the colors together so they meld naturally into your face and give it a natural looking contour. Please close your eyes and mouth for that, we don’t want any of that getting in.”

[Brushing sounds]

Speaker: “I always like this part. I went through a lot of brushes to find one that has this perfect balance between feeling nice and not tickling my skin when I use it. It also works really well to blend the colors together without smearing. Just a liiiiittle bit more… Gotta smooth this part… and finished! Congratulations, your skin is done now.”

Listener: *gets up*

Speaker: “And what do you think you are doing, Honey?”

Listener: *confused*

Speaker: *chuckle* “Oh no, we are not finished yet. We still gotta do your eyes and lips. Otherwise it just wouldn’t look right.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “The more natural the better?” *laughs* “That’s the paradoxical part, Honey. In order to make your face look natural, you either have to leave everything completely natural or do the whole routine. If you do only half, something seems off and people definitely notice it. At best you look like a clown, at worst you cause an uncanny valley effect. And you don’t want that, do you?”

Listener: *denies*

Speaker: “See? So sit back down and let me work, okay?”

Listener: *agrees*

Speaker: “Good bo-... Hmm?... Let’s just leave it as ‘good’ for now… Anyways, for the eyes, we’re going to start with some light shadow, so please close them again… Thank you, Honey…”

[Brushing sounds]

Speaker: “So what I am basically doing here is apply a thin layer of color on top of your eyelids and around them to add a feeling of depth and make them appear a bit larger than they actually are. You know how anime artists draw their characters with very large eyes to make them seem cuter and more endearing? It’s the same principle… Mhm, that looks fine to me. Now I am just going to draw a little bit of eyeliner to accentuate their form and draw attention to them. This part is not quite as gentle as before since the pen is a bit on the harder side, but please bear with it. I promise I am going to be careful not to hurt you… The important part here is to have a good understanding of how the drawn line affects other people’s perception. For example, if it curves down at the edges, you would appear older, so let’s avoid that… Alright Honey, you can open your eyes now. Only your beautiful, kissable lips are left, so let’s finish this up, okay?”

Listener: *agrees*

Speaker: “That’s the spirit… Let’s see, I would say you can choose from these three colors for a start. Which one do you prefer?”

Listener: *reply*

Speaker: *gasp* “All the same? How dare?... It seems you still have a lot to learn about being feminine. Let’s just use this one, okay? I think it would fit you.”

Listener: *agrees*

Speaker: “This is the shortest step. I just need you to give me those duck face lips so I can apply the lipstick… No, not that tight. A little more relaxed… Perfect, just a moment… And done. Give me the pop, like this.” *pop* “Mhm, looks good... Sooooo… take a look in the mirror and tell me how you like it.”

Listener: *reply*

Speaker: “You like it? That makes me so happy! I only ever worked on my own face and sometimes on my female friends’ so this was a nice challenge. Glad it turned out alright… So, now that you are all dressed up, how about we go on a little stay-at-home date? I already mentioned the idea right after I got home, but I don’t know if you heard me. You certainly had other matters on your mind at the time.”

Listener: *question*

Speaker: “Yes, I was thinking about putting on some nice candle light, playing our favorite songs, and ordering some take out… While waiting for the food, I would also get myself prettied up, what do you think?”

Listener: *agrees*

Speaker: “Sounds good? Then why don’t you order the food, while I get to work here? You know what to order.”

Listener: *reply*

Speaker: “Exactly. I promise I’ll be done by the time they arrive if you don’t feel comfortable answering the door yet… And Honey?... I love you.