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Notes: This script is okay for monetization. Can be used on Patreon, just let me know if you do. If you use it, please give credit. You can change pronouns if preferred but otherwise please don't edit the script. My scripts are meant for adult audiences and all characters are 18 . For clarification on the format of the script, any place that says (Pause) is a place for the Listener's response. Anything in \asterisks and italics** isn't meant to be read aloud, it's there to either hint at the tone or provide context that might help the script make more sense.
Summary: Trying to get away from the stress of life, Narrator goes out to a nearby park to clear their head. Listener comes to find them, and Narrator finds all of their emotions spilling.
Word Count: Approximately 1,007 words (Not including any actions or cues left in asterisks and italics)
Writerās Notes: Who doesn't love a vent script lol
Script Below:
\The cicadas are loud in the park, and the breeze has more bite to its chill than comfortable. Listener walks through the grass and finds who they expected to see; Narrator, sitting at a picnic table, breathing rough from the strain of crying. When Narrator sees them, they wipe their tears, trying to save face.**
\Teary, trying to appear composed** āHey, whatāre you doing here? Kinda late to be out at the park, you know.ā
(Pause)
āYeah, but I always come out here. Itās like my thinking spot.ā
(Pause)
āI donāt know, I just like coming out here to clear my head and sort things out.ā
\Narrator sighs.ā*
āBut, since you followed me all the way out here, Iām guessing you knew that, didnāt you?ā
\Listener agrees, and Narrator chuckles dryly.**
āYeah, I figured. So, what is it you want to talk about? Because if you came to tell me that āeverything will be alrightā just like everyone else has, then Iām gonna kindly ask you to leave me alone.ā
(Pause)
āSorry, Iām not trying to be rude, I justā¦ Fuck, I canāt take any of that shit anymore. Like yeah, I know itāll be fine, I know everything will work out eventually, but honestly? I donāt care. I donāt give a shit. I couldnāt give less of a fuck about any of that āitāll get betterā shit if I tried.ā
(Pause)
\Increasingly emotional/distressed** āItās what everyoneās been telling me all week. Hell, theyāve been telling me that for months now, and Iām just so sick of hearing it. Everything has been such a mess and itās been hell to deal with, but everyone just keeps telling me, āif you keep going, itāll get better!ā And I want to ask them āwhen?ā because it feels like it just keeps getting worse and worse and worse, and I donāt know how to deal with it anymore! But I canāt tell any of them that because then theyāll tell me the same thing like I havenāt heard it already! So Iām just going to keep smiling and saying that Iāll do my best and giving them all the bullshit cheerfulness that I ran out of months ago because if I donāt, then Iām ungrateful and selfish, and hearing that is only going to make everything hurt so much worse and I canāt take it anymore!ā
\Narratorās words begin to get choked by emotions and tears. They quickly try to cover it up with a cough, though the sniffle after.**
\Calmer, still slightly teary** āSorry. Again. I didnāt mean to unload all of that on you like that. Iām just, umā¦ā
\Narrator laughs awkwardly.**
āListen, could you do me a favor and just, like, forget I said any of that and just leave me here for a while? Just so I can relax for a bit on my own? Iāll head back to the apartment in a little bit.ā
(Pause)
āNo, I canātā¦ Iām just not the type for it. I donāt really like talking things out like that.ā
(Pause)
āBecauseā¦ I donāt know.ā
(Pause)
\Somewhat frustrated, emotional** āNo, I do, I just- I donāt want to talk about it, okay?ā
(Pause)
\More frustrated, on the verge of tears** āBecause I donāt want to cry in front of anyone! Now quit fucking asking because if we keep talking about this then Iām going to cry in front of you and I donāt want you to see me cry!ā
\Narratorās voice breaks a bit as the tears start to pour.**
āBecause Iām not supposed to! Iām not supposed to cry and no one is supposed to know if I do!ā
(Pause)
āI donāt want them to, thatās why!ā
(Pause)
āI donāt know! I justā¦ā
\Still crying, Narrator trails off with a sob. Thereās a long pause before the sniffle.**
āGod, Iām sorry. I know youāre just trying to help and here I am, yelling at you for it. Iām sorry.ā
(Pause)
āBut I do. Youāre being so nice and Iām being such a selfish jackass. Iām so sorry.ā
(Pause)
āAre you sure?ā
(Pause)
āI mean, I guess. If youāre really sure.ā
(Pause)
\Still teary, a bit playful** āOf course I still feel bad! I was yelling at you. Even if you say itās okay a thousand times, Iām still going to feel bad.ā
\Narrator laughs tearily.**
āBut really, I appreciate that youāre trying to help me. I really do. I justā¦ I donāt want any help right now. I donāt want to talk it out, or try to process my feelings. I just want to stop pretending that just because I know that everything is going to be fine in the future means that everything is fine right now. Because itās not the future yet, and it sure as hell doesnāt feel like āeverything is fine.āā
(Pause)
āHonestly? I think I just want to be sad for a bit. I just want to be able to be scared and stressed and frustrated, and I donāt want to have anyone judge me for it, or try to guilt me into being happy. I just want to be sad for a bit, and I donāt want to feel bad about it. Just for a little bit.ā
(Pause)
āI guess, if you want to. I donāt know why youād want to stay. Iām just being stupid and you donāt need to hear me ramble on about my problems. You should probably just head back home. I can just text you when Iām on my way back so you donāt have to worry about me staying out too late.ā
(Pause)
āReally? Youāre sure on that? Because I promise I wonāt be mad or anything if you just want to go to bed. It really is getting pretty late, and Iād bet youāre pretty tired after work and everything.ā
(Pause)
āOkay, if you insist.ā
\Listener says they insist, making Narrator chuckle, though still tired and weary.**
āAlright, fine, since you absolutely insist. Cāmere, get under the blanket with me. Itās supposed to get pretty cold tonight, and if youāre gonna be nice enough to listen to me ramble, then Iām gonna be nice enough to share my blanket.ā
\Listener sits next to Narrator, getting under the blanket.**
āCome on, snuggle up closer. Iāve heard itās supposed to rain, too, and I think Iāve seen some lightning off in the distance over there.ā
\Both chuckle. Thereās a quiet pause before Narrator speaks again.**
āHey. I just wanna say thank you. For everything. I really appreciate you trying to help me, and just staying with me. I honestly really needed it, even though it kinda hurts for me to admit. Thanks for staying with me, even though Iām sure I look and sound like shit from crying.ā
\Listener says that itās natural and Narrator chuckles.**
āYeah, but still. I donāt like how it feels to cry.ā
(Pause)
āI know, but still. Do me a favor, okay? If you see me start to cry again, just pretend itās the rain, alright?ā
(Pause)
āThanks. Really, thank you. This means a lot to me.ā
(Pause)
āYou mind if I lay my head on your shoulder?ā
(Pause)
āThis isā¦ pretty nice. I donāt feel better yet, but this isā¦ Yeah. Itās nice. Thanks for being here for me. I needed it.ā
\The audio can either end here or ambience can be used for sleep aid.**
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