I have ARFID: Aversive type-fear of choking on solid food for 3 years now since it's 2025. So there were these Knorr pasta sides: creamy chicken I had as a kid and I tried to eat them, instantly chewed them down and spit them out. I can't bring myself to swallow them. They are NOT gross at all, the fear of choking is real and ARFID has ruined my life. I don't have health insurance for another EGD to help me be able to eat solid foods again and continue my speech language pathology due to no health insurance and no job. I have a job interview tomorrow, so I guess wish me luck. Idk what I'm doing anymore, but ARFID has ruined my damn life. I just want food. I ended up getting my nutritional shakes at the grocery store again and honestly this is what I'm going to stick to eating besides Bertolli's Alfredo sauce with hot sauce. I know it's all bad for me, but IDC. I just need to stay alive. 💔