I found this sub and so many things correlate with weird bouts I have with food. I hate sauces, condiments, too many textures going on.. I get easily grossed out and repulsed even by food i used to like, have foods i’ve eaten almost every day for years, and will rather starve and go to bed hungry than eat if there’s nothing “appealing” at home. Even the idea of ordering grosses me out. I really want to gain weight but it’s so hard. i Hate the taste of ensure, protein powder, sometimes i can stand yogurt but i can’t eat that all day. My favourite thing to eat is bread or really spicy, scalding hot food. Other than that i don’t have many options. I also randomly get “meat/ animal icks” where I don’t really want to eat meat. Ive tried tofu and it’s alright but im getting tired of that too.

I also have this weird thing where if I go hours without eating, I get this weird “film” in my mouth, and even if i’m hungry, drink water, have a palette cleanser like gum or something, I still feel so grossed out by the idea of eating. I feel like such a hassle. I like fruits and vegetables but i can’t survive on that all day.