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Feeling weird and lonely tonight AMA
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Had a long ass day at work, had some unexpected flashbacks to past trauma that really triggered me, and now I’m laying in bed crying for no reason feeling really off…so ask me anything, sometimes talking it all out helps

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Weird isn’t an emotion, I just used it to describe how I’m feeling as I am struggling to identify the actual emotions. I suppose weird means like off balance for me right now

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Feeding and taking out my dog for sure, work…

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I got some flashbacks to being raped. I don’t think about it often anymore, but when I do randomly get triggered and end up with it in my mind it usually hits pretty hard.

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Damn cats lol

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): hope you feel better after crying, I did and now I’m just tired (yet avoiding sleep lol)

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Haha yes she is! She does the broski report on YouTube which is literally just her saying and looking up random stuff, but she films it in a room all by herself (even though she has it set up to be kind of like a studio lol) and my god I find it hilarious.

I don’t quite know how to describe their comedy style…I’d say Caleb talks a lot about being gay and growing up Christian and such. He also makes the best dead pan jokes of like “we’ll because I’m god I say it’s ok”

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Thanks for the diagnosis! I had suspected such 🫡🥲

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I love Caleb Hearon currently! His podcast has made me laugh so hard my stomach hurt. Also Brittany broski

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I really loved it! I think the show itself was a great way to expand on a well loved character and build within that world. I love how it was done and the callbacks to breaking bad.

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Sure yeah, I’ve been trying to pinpoint it myself but it’s a combination between sad and lonely, disappointed and worthless I think

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Ooh…Colby or Muenster !!

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Literally the best ugh 🤧

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No it wasn’t don’t worry!!

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Let your self cry, bottling it up doesn’t do anything to help!

I think this is just a day where multiple variables made it end like this. Sometimes it’ll be a bit longer like a few days or weeks. Coping wise I try to maintain my usual routine, not give in to depression habits that are unhelpful like isolating, sleeping, not taking care of myself. I use my dog to remind me to take care of myself, when I feed him I have to eat too. Even if I could just let him out to go potty quick I take him on a walk cause it’s also good for me. That kind of thing

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Aw shit I’m so sorry…

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Omg hahaha that’s awesome! What do you love most about him?

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He’s grown on me ngl. His music isn’t always for me but he seems like a genuine and fun person

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Arctic monkeys!!

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Totally agree! I gotta find that YouTube video with all the cold opens, I love that one

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Yep, wasn’t for me. Though that was years ago when it wasn’t as popular and well studied so idk maybe I should give it another shot

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Hmm, hard to say. I struggle a bit with recalling many memories from before I was 20 but last summer I was in the third row at my favorite band’s concert and that was really fucking awesome

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I’m sorry ): I like to put on podcasts when I feel lonely; makes me feel like I’m just listening to someone’s conversation

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See I like shows cause I like the long term connection to the characters. Movies is just too short and I usually can’t keep up lol

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Breaking bad for sure, maybe it’s time for a rewatch

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Oh jeez, that sounds like a horrifying thought I’m sorry ):

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