Do you have a chronic pain condition, or?

It's more then just "being on mushrooms" nor am I assuming you don't try to self improve. For psychadelic healing microdosing for extended periods of time is best wether it be magic shrooms or lsd. Also there are multiple legal mushrooms you can take every day for mental benefits. While microdosing you should be doing lots of self work with working out, eating healthy, and practicing meditation. What really matters though is finding what you are really passionate about and clinging onto it to give you happiness. My passion is spirituality and the "other side/astral worlds". I have found an extreme passion in death and other dimensions when I really started getting sick and for some weird reason it has kept me somewhat sane knowing that when I die it will 100% be much better then my current situation.

The depression and anxiety can be fixed through self work and psychadelics, I have full body CRPS - the suicide disease, it is the highest level of pain known to man, it ranks higher then amputation on the pain scale, they say that less then 1% of CRPS cases become full body and less then 1.3% of chronic pain diagnoses are CRPS. This has been going on almost 3 years now and just getting completely worse. If I didn't have my psychadelic tools I 100% would've ended it by now. I probably will one day as I can not live a full life like this as I am still in my early 20s. This disease has no cure at all and probably never will.

Not really hope just a newly found passion that I have gotten absolutely lost in, have you tried MDMA, I got my girl off of all antidepressants with MDMA.