So I am posting this from my nsfw account cause I can't post it from my main account and I can't bother to make a new account lol

I am 20 years old from a conservative muslim family belonging to Pakistan, but I was born and raised in the US. I have had an abusive childhood and teen years because of strict religious rules, especially from my father, but because of my parents job and their reputation in society as they are both surgeons, I was afforded some freedom to go to friends house and have part-time jobs, but the jobs that they agreed with, I was made to cover up completely from head to toe since I was 12, and of course the concept of talking to boys for them was a no go. I of course rebelled and had fun through high school, even though it was in secret from them, but I had made up my mind to get away from them for college and as far away as possible.

Two years ago, I moved to a new state for college, which is on the opposite side of the country with different time zones and all that. The first thing that I did after landing 2 years ago was wardrobe change at the airport, removing my hijab and changing the old clothes into new ones. It's been 2 years,, and I have worn the hijab for a total of 6 days since I went home to my family for a religious event; otherwise, I make up shit and don't go back.

They believe the lies that I tell them about college projects or summer internships so that I don't have to go back. In the last two years, my life has changed completely I am like a normal college girl none of my friends at college know about my family situation. I'm in a sorority; I party, get drunk, and have sex like a normal college kid but I lie to my parents evryday.

I don't feel sorry about it one bit, as it's my life and I want to live it the way I see fit. The only reason I have not told my parents till now is because they are paying for college, and if they find out the truth, they are going to disown me, so I have to continue the facade for 2 more years.

I already have a good job at a firm because of a good summer internship, and I do odd jobs here and there, trying to save up as much money as possible before they find out. People can hate me or criticize me, but I don't care, and if given the chance, I'd do that again in a heartbeat.girl;