I'm 5'2", and my face is medically deformed (as in, the abnormalities are stated in medical reports/CT scans). I don't have facial bones in places where there should be. My skull/head are very abnormal - shape and size - and the dimensions and distances between some features are very abnormal, as is my asymmetry. And lots more.

I have a few conditions I will not mention here, also mutations happened during puberty. I don't have any physical "tumours" or anything like that, no dark spots or "obvious" features, but my face and head themselves are fucked.

Almost every stranger (whether man or woman, young or old) either stares at me, gives me a weird look, or if they are with someone, they either joke about me or talk about me (make some comment about my looks).

I'm German live and live in one of the richer states in Germany. Though, this happens everywhere I go, in every country I've been to / go to.

• I am not paranoid. 100% not. I am in therapy.
• Surgery is not possible, have checked with 6 different surgeons in 3 different countries, even the US. The problem is my underlying structure and how my nerves are placed.
• I don't have friends, and never got a date with a woman, not even close.
• It makes me extremely sad and lonely.
• These experiences have also shown me that most humans are just shallow and bad. I get it when kids stare but adults? This is where their true self really shows. You can be nice and all but if they see a person like me? There will almost always be some kind of reaction, as the ones I listed.
• I can just hope you believe me. This is the truth. I won't share any pictures though.