I’ll put a link to my previous post as this is very long.

https://www.reddit.com/r/AITAH/s/MglKc7ewXL

So besides of this, I know that he suffers from a variety of addictions and that he lies a lot probably doesn’t even know his own self.

We talked about it when he would let me and he came to the conclusion that yes it looks dumb when people see that your bf is following naked women everywhere when he needs to satisfy himself over 10 times a day. He agreed and said well it doesn’t look good so he unfollowed them and everytime theres an argument theres one to the point where he deletes his social media instead of stating his own words. It gets soo creepy to the point where when I turn around in bed he looks at me while **** his *** and looks at me asking if I’m down to .

This will go nowhere and I need help to not go down with it.

Because someone like this person gaslighting themselves for so long will need more than double the time to ever be their true self if ever again.