I’m a guy mid 30s. I’m kind of bi. I’m high weight proportionate decent looking, but I have attempted to have sex with this one person five times. And it’s always been. I can hear people outside so I can’t get it up my knees hurt. I can’t get it up. You’re not touching me enough I can’t get it up. The floor is uncomfortable even though there’s more room I can’t get it up. It’s your fault. You got too much stuff on your floor so it’s a hazard they can’t get it up and it’s my fault so finally I broke.. I got home from work tonight. I couldn’t figure out why the fuck they were still here. I told them to leave this morning when I went to work. They’re like I cleaned up. Granted they did clean up my apartment a little a lot. But when I left this morning to go to work, I just simply told them figure it out just leave. You hurt my feelings and I don’t wanna deal with this no more so when I got home tonight, yeah my apartment may have been cleaned up, but my apartment reeked of weed and I just told them to leave. I don’t care.. I feel like I’m an asshole, but I don’t know. I didn’t ask anything from them. Didn’t ask them to clean anything. I didn’t ask them to touch anything. I just asked them to leave this morning if I’m right why do I still feel like an asshole.