I was sitting in class one day asking for people to help me because of my mental illnesss. All of my "friends" got really pissed at me and said it would be better if we went a friend group anymore. As someone who has autism it's hard for me to he's that so I silently break down and commit SH (self h@rm) one of these friends was in a relationship that I helped her get into. Her boyfriend is a major ass and doesn't like anyone. After the friendship ended i texted her and said that she was being a bitch ever since they got together. I didn't see her message because I had blocked her. A few days pass and in the last period i have on that day thwe're was major girl drama. There is this one girl we'll call Samantha is a clingy annoying girl that no one likes. Another girl who we'll call Diane had put me on a hit list with someone who I never got along with and got suspended for it. Then we have the girl who was being an ass. We'll call her Lindsey. And one other We'll call whinny. I got pissed and said that the reason no one likes whinny is because she complained about everyone. Band kids, Orchestra kids, theater kids, choir kids, overweight people, hoes, etc. Reminder I have autism and can't control what comes out of my Mouth sometimes. Then all the girls started yelling and complaining to the teacher about me and I tell them to shut up. They don't hear me so I cover my ears and scream it at the top of my lungs. They all stop and look at me like I'm a monster. The following Friday I hear from my friend that Samantha had told her that I shouldn't get special treatment or more teachers on my side because I'm $uisidal.

So AITAH for yelling at my friends?