I 43f dated this guy 39M about 15 years ago and it was interrupted while we were still hot and heavy never fought never cheated it was a great relationship but then he got arrested and sentenced to 5 years I explained it was not going to wait 5 years and we moved on since then I've had a baby other relationships but always had a soft spot on my heart for him recently we started talking again messaging and even spent one hot weekend together but he has a girlfriend who he says he loves and is engaged too he recently just got out of the feds and is in rehab so he even checked himself into detox next to her I don't know how to feel I know I feel jealous of her and I still have love for him what the hell should I do move on or try to hang in there and see if he will leave her for me. My chest hurts at the idea of not talking to him again for years? I still love him but feel like I should move on. I want to be happy he found some one but he did just sleep with me. Should I wait or move on?