About me: I have severe TBI and DAI from a wreck with an intoxicated driver while riding my motorcycle, plus I have PTSD, ADHD, OCD, BPD, BP-1, ASPD, and schizophrenia. Also, I'm with the EEOC and currently going through with a discrimination lawsuit after initial assessment.

All of this happened while my frontal lobe was noticably healing.

Basically, I thought that I was being targeted by a friend that worked with me and convinced the people at our church that I was a bad person. Nobody said anything to me for me to think this, I also didn't talk to anyone. I blew up in front of my friend and broke my phone for misunderstanding something she said, then I tried to leave a costume party with her following me and calling my name to not go. After having neuroplasty with ulnar nerve translocation on a Thursday, I went to church the immediate Sunday. I was on narcotics, so I wasn't behaving like I usually would. I ignored every greeting including my friend and tried to sit alone in the back of the church, but a reliable church goes sat with me.

As the discrimination investigation continued, my Schizophrenia became apparent with me sitting and watching the front door of the church for the people that discriminated against. I would simply get my tea and donut to watch the front door. I'm in regular contact with my pastor, and I'm not allowed back to church after writing the apology letter and being forgiven. The pastor meets with me later in the week to study the book of Romans. I'm currently typing an apology letter before writing it by hand to have the pastor deliver it to her.

I later messaged my friend on an app the church uses to communicate with everyone, where I told her she was clueless, that I hated her, and sent her pictures of my entire left arm shredded with blood dripping as a form of retaliation to her as her birthday gift. I was told by a former coworker that my friend was shook and worried. The friend called a suicide hotline that called the sheriff's office, and I had to convince the Travis County sheriff to not take me to a psychward. The sheriff's deputy wanted to take me to a psychward after them taking pictures of my arm and me having a big smile for a mugshot. 😁

The people at church actually like me, so I mistook them not knowing how to approach me and the looks of concern on their faces as something negative against me.

I have a psychiatrist that I see, so I'm medicated with Fluoxatine (60mg) and Abilify (5mg).