Throwaway, obviously.

I (21M) got raped by two women. We were at a party and they were friends of a friend. I was drunk but still oriented, I remember refusing, I specifically told them to stop whatever they wanna do.

I didn't become your typical misogynist or incel. But I started to hate women, even the ones who are good. My girlfriend, my sisters, my friends, colleagues, random women, etc. I didn't tell anyone, except one person. She isn't a friend but we have a weird relationship. She isn't a friend but is the one I contact when I need help. She told me to go to this support circle.

I went to a support where anyone who faced a similar situation went to tell their experience, many were women but some men were there including myself.

The weird thing is, that I didn't feel any hate toward the women that I saw in that support circle. Not a single negative feeling toward them. Maybe because we can understand each other. Some of them feel the same way as me but said they don't feel any hate toward the men present there.

I broke up with my girlfriend and didn't explain anything to her.

AITAH for: breaking up with my girlfriend without an explanation, and for having negative feelings toward women in expecting for the ones who went throw trauma?