(Happened early this morning) While my boyfriend (18m) was showering, I (17 ftm) decided to look through his phone, I do not know why but I had a feeling that I needed too. I come to find out he had fulfilled his need of pissing on me while I was blackout drunk in the shower. I have no memory of this, not a single bit of memory of what happened that day. He had recorded it and sent it to some of his nasty ass friends, i cant imagine how many other times he had done this. I left, I went back home to my mom's house and I was ashamed but told her everything. We are now getting the police involved because technically I'm still a minor and he had recorded a sexual video of me and sent it around to his adult friends and I am very afraid of that video ending up on the internet. As well as it was basically r*pe. I will keep updating as this goes on, I'm not going to contact my boyfriend because I'm a little afraid he'll do something to me if he knows I'm in contact with police.