I am female, 48 years old. So I’ve never been monogamous in my life and have been part of the lifestyle community in the past I have a need for variety in terms of partners and experiences, wanting to explore new kinks and desires. I get bored kinda easily lol. I guess the dopamine hits from sex in general are something I need and want and enjoy. Sex for me can be a simple stress relief, powerful way to connect and build emotional intimacy and just plain nsa fun. Also my sexual side is very very much a part of my identity and a strong driver of how I see and express myself. Anyone else in my boat? My husband seems to think my drive and connection to sex being linked to my ADD is not a positive but to me, it’s part of who I am, so any rejection of the side of me (we haven’t had sex in a year bc of relationship issue) is a huge trigger and the rejection feels much deeper than just rejecting me sexually It’s rejecting that part of me