I'm planning to take board exams, upskill in the world of VA, and take risk sa businesses but still, I feel afraid bc of my capabilities.

Di ako maka focus nang maayos.

Kahit may nireseta na na gamot sakin, di parin enough.

Na ooverwhelm ako sa mga bagay lalo na sa work ko as a freelance ending - - na bburnout ako at nagsasawa sa work.

Planned to take board exams last August 19, paid for review centers and bumili ng reviewers almost 20k but then my fears ate me. So I didnt take the risk. I am obsessed with perfectionism to the point na ma paparalyze nalang ako at hindi na itutuloy yung plans ko in life kasi ewan ko I think related sya sa ADHD.

I wanna end my life.

Idk. If you have any therapist that you can recommend who's located around BGC and specializes those who are diagnosed with ADHD, please comment. I only got diagnosed by a Psychometrician through various tests.

Need someone who conducts F2F sessions pls.