I don't talk to them about my adhd as much as possible in the first place but earlier I had no choice because I needed to monitor my heart rate while im in my first week of Ritalin and I had to borrow the heart monitor from my sister.

While I was checking my HR, my sister asked me if my doctor knows about my horrible sleep schedule and she goes on about how I should fix it first. I told her that the insomnia was caused by my ADHD so, yes my doctor is aware but then my mom interjected that it's not insomnia and it's just me being used to sleeping in shitass hours and that it's all my fault.

This...This is the reason why I don't even fucking bother. I keep getting blamed for shit that my ADHD caused. If it's not me being at fault for having a horrible sleep schedule, It's me being lazy. It's horrible so so horrible. I really want to get away from my family so much while I'm in the very delicate years of working with my ADHD. Theyre just so toxic and non understanding at all.