So I've been having a horrible time managing my impulsivity lately. It has been slowly affecting more aspects in my life. First it was my finances and now I'm being a burden to my family as well.

For a bit of context, I've been wanting to move out of my childhood home for a good while now but I couldn't do it because I can't afford it atm. I have an option to move in to our ancestral home in the city but the situation is still quite complicated. basta.

I went there sa city para mag bakasyon, and the thought of moving in there trickled into my mind again. Having had a stressful couple of weeks in my childhood home, I made a knee-jerk decided to move in there for a while. I asked my mom, she seems okay with it and so I started planning things in my head.

Due to other reasons, I needed to go back home in the province for a bit to get some clothes I needed to wear for dinner with my friends but before leaving my brother talked to me about my impulsive decision and how nabigla sila with it.

He told me that moving in with them is such a big step and asked me if I was even sure or kung ano ba talaga plano ko.

After thinking about it, I don't know... I acted impulsively because of stress and everything. That's when I broke down and got so emotional because I don't even know what I'm doing anymore... He said naman it's okay pero wag daw ako mangbigla ng tao.

Anyways, sorry that got too long. How do you even manage your impulsivity? It's starting to bleed into everything. I'm sure it's always been bad but being aware of it is so frustrating.