So I’ve been diagnosed since I was 6(24currently), parents medicated me for like 10 months but took me off it due to it taking away my personality, I’m not talking ‘he’s quieter than usual’ I’m taking full empty husk with nothing going on up there but absorbing information. Havnt really looked into anything related to this purely because I couldn’t get past the first page of any book, that might have been my first mistake, everything is so confusing in life right now, I don’t know what I have coming up, I can’t remember the Xmas family gathering but I know it happend, it’s like having a ghost of a thought that I can’t hold, IT isn’t there, but SOMETHING is, and that empty space full of silent noises can be absolutely maddening, I don’t know what I’m looking for posting here but anything at this point can’t hurt, right?…. Right?