I was diagnosed with ADHD after suffering for years with college (Switched my degree four times and never finished anything) and my work life (Haven’t changed my job that often but constantly have to fight the urge to quit and do something completely different). My doctor prescribed Vynvanse 30mg and I started tanking it last Thursday. The first day felt so good, I was literally high and well. Went trough the weekend being able to sit still and watch tv shows and movies, have long and deep conversations, even organized my office space. But today (Monday) I had my pill at 7:30am and decided not to have coffee, since I had some fast heartbeats and a bit o anxiety but my day was hell. Around 10am I was so sleepy I couldn’t concentrate, had the hardest time going trough a meeting, that’s the point when I decided to have some coffee and that helped with the being shit sensation but that was all. In the afternoon I got nothing done, felt tired and lazy and had headaches. I could not focus on anything at all. I texted my doctor and all he said was to wait for my body to adapt and that every organism is different, that made me very angry. Now at night I’m super tired and I had to lock myself in the bathroom so I don’t see anybody, cause I’m extremely angry and I feel aggressive.

I don’t even want to take the medication tomorrow and if I do I don’t really know if I should drink my coffee or not, I just feel worse than before starting my treatment.