Hey fellow brothers and sisters;

Having a super rough day. Woke up feeling great and excited to take on so many tasks today but then found out my medicine has a shortage and won't be delivered until tomorrow.

It's been about a week without my meds, and I feel depressed knowing that I'm experiencing a huge shift in my ability to get things done.

I can't focus, or I over-fixate on something that doesn't matter like my zoom background being perfect for my interview that I feel uneasy about. I tried to use coffee to help but I think it makes things worse for me. It's like my brain goes into hyperdrive without a compass.

All of this sucks. I hate that I feel this way when I am off my meds.

Feeling a bit alone in my feelings so wanted to post it here.

I hope you are all are in the journey of taking care of yourselves.

xoxo