I just need to vent for a second while I procrastinate. I have been ADHD since I was in elementary. Took meds thru middle school, then came off. Joined the Air Force after high school, and honestly that was the best thing I could’ve done for myself. It forced me to keep a routine, and I did face the consequences when I didn’t. Now, I’m a civilian again. I got re-diagnosed a few month ago because I’m Having trouble managing my symptoms. Medicine isn’t working, I’m hoping to try something else when I have my checkup in April.

Anyways, because of this, I’m trying really hard to soak up tips from this sub, YouTube, podcasts, etc. I’ve already made some really positive changes. This morning, I woke up feeling super motivated, which is great because I had a hugely important meeting first thing at work. But now it’s 2:07, I have 2.5 hours left, so much more to do, and my brain has told me to fuck off. I need to knock out 2 more things, and I’m just. so. tired.

I just hate that all of the optimism and motivation I started the day with is just gone. I just want to feel productive.