This morning I had to lie to my job and say I had a flat tire so I could come in late because I couldn’t sleep all night. After working a 12 hour shift the night before. I am so burned out from the job and I’ve only been at it 2 months. I work in a restaurant and it’s a really good job It could mean a lot for me, but it’s like I can’t handle it. I couldn’t sleep all night because I was worrying about it and my mind just wouldn’t shut off. Then I had to lie to said job so I could get a bit of time to recuperate this morning just to make it there. The only reason I’m going in is because they offered to buy me an Uber so there was no way I couldn’t go. I bought myself a couple hours but I’m still dead. I’m trying to get help but it’s hard. I think I have anxiety with my ADHD which is making it bad. I’m just tired of life being hard no matter how hard I try