I have always found myself hopeless because it just felt like things were not going to be better even though I know it isn't true (due to past similar circumstances). I would even half joke that my purpose is just to be either lazy or sad all the time.

Anyway, going back, I FEEL RELIEVED AND EXCITED

Why I feel relieved: 1) I got officially diagnosed with ADHD-PI last week and I'm starting to take my medicine tomorrow (after trying to find it in different pharmacies). 2) I am glad that my very first semester in college is gonna finish in a few days.

Why I feel excited: 3) I'll be taking leave of absence on the following semester (hopefully it will be approved by my university). 4) I'll be using it to figure what I want for my bachelor's and to improve my mental health (since I'm also battling anxiety and depression on top of my ADHD).

IM JUST SO HAPPY TO TAKE THESE BIG STEPS OAHFNADKSK 🥺