I feel like the only person ive been open to about this doesn’t believe adhds even a possibility. And frankly that makes me question if I’m just causing this to myself. Its crippling. Theres so much i know i need to get done. So much that i know i should be doing. But overcoming that initial hurdle, let alone focusing for any amount of time after that is an insurmountable challenge. I cant help but feel like a pos fraud who just doesn’t have the discipline or work ethic to stay on top of responsibilities.

Sorry for the rant. I think I just wish someone asked me why I’m struggling, though i guess thats on me for constantly masking