So yesterday I forgot to take my meds, which is normally terrible just because obv school stuff. I was doing surprisingly decent, but it felt off from the last/other times I forgot my meds. I don’t really know how to describe the first part. After school ~7, the feeing I had was amplified a bit and I started feeling significantly different mentally, but not totally different. I went on a game with my friends but left after 10 minutes because one of them kept on laughing at me getting mad over a bunch of small things.

I then started messaging a few of my IRL friends and was being irrationally mad and I felt like they played a part in me feeling this way even though I know they didn’t. I really cannot phrase how I felt very well during this time, but i’ll leave screenshots of the conversation in the comments. I think there is a possibility I might have BPD. I am only 14, so I am aware that it isn’t that likely or that it’s just in my head. I know I am not the type of person to fake mental illness, I’ve been diagnosed with ADHD/ADD since I was seven and hate people acting like it’s quirky and fine, because it’s not an ok thing. Again, I still know that I am 14 and I could just be jumping to conclusions, but stuff like this has happened before and i e been thinking about it a lot now. I am not considering this to be equivalent to a diagnosis, or any form of validation, I am just looking for insight.