Well, about an hour ago, I was thinking about making a positive post to this subreddit. I actually took my meds today and was able to get out of bed to be productive. I hadn't taken my meds in a few days and was proud of myself for actually taking them when I remembered to. I wanted to post about how nice it is that taking my meds makes me feel like a real person. I'm no longer groggy and dizzy (dizzy isn't the right word, but I don't know how to describe it...). I just feel normal on my meds.

But.

I was being productive and thought it would be a good time to start a load of laundry so that it would get done while I was working on other things. I loaded the washer and added my detergent. Then I tried to connect to the machine. I live in an apartment complex and I connect to the machines through an app and via Bluetooth. No matter how many times I scanned the QR code or typed in the machine number, it would not connect. I tried connecting to the dryer and that worked just fine. Ended up calling customer service who couldn't help. Now I'm just mad and sitting on my bed in frustration.

As soon as I post this I'm going to try to resume my original task, so hopefully I'll be able to get some stuff done, but I'm just mad now. Most of the time that something like this happens, my motivation is just gone for the day. I can't get it back no matter how hard I try.