Hey I'm new here. Didn't realize there would be a sub for this lol. I kinda needed a place to vent and maybe someone has an idea for coping with this conundrum.

A little background, I was diagnosed with ADD in the 3rd grade, bounced around meds until I found Adderall which was my number one savior in high school. No longer take anything because I feel this is a part of who I am and shouldn't be hindered.

Now the good stuff. I can't say I've ever finished a piece of homework in my entire life. Which was fine after I got out of high school and went to film school. Obviously when it has to do with something I love my brain makes it not homework, and puts it on the top of my priorities. So I'm 24 now and haven't had homework for six years.

Fast forward to today. I'm no longer pursuing film, instead in two months I will be opening a punk rock/horror themed coffee shop, my dream fully imagined. And it's been a breeze so far. It's all I've ever wanted so it is on the top of my priorities and all I can think about... Until I had a meeting with an architect this morning. All he asked for was an equipment list including dimensions and electric load, but for the last 4 hours or so I can't stop feeling like a 15 year old who can't even look at his homework. I know why it's not a priority, I already did this work, it just needs redone in a different format. Any other adults on here encounter "homework" like this? How did you deal?