It's almost been a year since I've been diagnosed. What means almost 1 year since I've been on adderal.

recently my depression has been getting worse I think. I'm more meh for no reason or have that feeling of neutralness. I don't like it. I feel empty and useless and I dont want to do anything. I thought I was just lonely but, I've been busy this past 2 weeks with people and it hasn't gone away. I thought it was one of my normal rollercoaster crashes I've been more depressed then joyful what isnt normal.

There could be many reasons why. 1 year of losing my friend, things changing, trying to be better and just having my overreaction happen. Just general over reaction, or I've been taking my adderal to frequently or I am actually depressed.

I got diagnosed with adhd, mild moderate anxiety, moderate to severe depression. My doc said depression and anxiety were caused by my adhd and at first and up till know my meds kept depression at bay. They still work for everything else generally but because my depression is higher I'm falling and that terrifies me.

I'm venting and looking for advice. I do see a consouler bi weekly was thinking of changing to every 3 weeks but that's a big nope.