*For context m18 in first year uni canada *I hate life for one things mostly

I can understand scientific papers and papers on social skills and various things of science but I cant understand a single goddamn social cue Like what kind of F'ed up curse is this? Papers are blunt and state what is being done people on the other hand just hide and say things they dont mean and have facial ticks and hand movements but sometimes actions are just actions but when there not ur supposed to see it and understand it.

Before I got diagnosed I would be having a convo with someone and I told them plain face I don't understand social cues they fly over my head if ur meaning something you have to state it bluntly I wont take offense because if u do it any other way I wont get it. People. Still. Dont. Do. It.

I feel so stupid because I'm legitimately thinking of asking my counselor about social skill classes but yet I can get a B or higher if I tried harder in psych and an A or higher in English and so many other grades because I'm slightly intelligent but insainly stupid when it comes to social cues

Short: ugh social cues suck I'm going in sain