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I’m really so upset about this. I’m really frustrated because after trialing so many different meds to get off of Adderall to avoid the sexual dysfunction (erectile dysfunction and basically makes me “asexual”) I’m realizing the only thing that really works is Adderall. Basically Adderall keeps me doing very well in school, but I feel basically castrated by it. Over Christmas break we tried a whole bunch of different medication’s like Ritalin, Azstarys and they didn’t work well for me in fact, they made me so numb to life that I was basically anhedonic them, so it seems that the methylphenidate route isn’t going to work for me. I’ve also tried incorporating BuSpar Wellbutrin, and all of that, but they don’t work at all to help curb this. I have to take this for school and really to work (I would quite literally fail out and lose my job if I stopped taking this). I’m even on TRT now at 26 years old. And I still feel the same way. I want to feel the way I used to. But I am so desperately sad, that I may never get to feel that way again. And what’s worse is that Adderall kind of makes me hyper fixate on this issue of sex. It’s such a vicious cycle. I hate ADHD so much. This is just how life is if you wanna function in society, especially for us more severe cases you just have to be medicated your whole life. I have such a severe case of ADHD that I would never in 1 million years be able to get through school without Adderall or work for that matter. Is this sad do I just have to be “asexual” now essentially? So sad about this.
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