I'm at my wits end. I'm so fucking exhausted all the time. My exhaustion/fatigue has flared up in the summer and has since gotten significantly worse. I've barely been able to do revision pre-exams and since my first exam (7th jan) its massively worsened.

The main causes of this exhaustion is gonna be the wonderful trio of debilitating sleep issued, ADHD and suspected CFS (waiting for an appointment with my local cfs clinic). But likr oh my fucking god itd so much worse since the 7th. I'm currently only able to get out of bed by taking my adhd meds anf even then I still end unable to muster the energy to move for atleast 30-60 minutes. Even with my meds I could still operate semi-normally under this exhaustion but now I can't. I've tried using magnesium supplements as well and they helped for a bit but now they're losing their effectiveness.

I'm in this horrific fucking exhaustion limbo in the remaining few days before my next to exams (I'm 100% failing one of them). I can barely remember anything, I can barely remember a method I read over 5 minutes prior and have been trying to use in a questiom. I CANNOT RETAIN AANYTHING RIGHT NOW.

Like I'm working eith a sleep clinic as well right now to try mitigate my horrendous sleep but fucking nothing fromt them is working I've just been getting worse and worse.

I'm not even particularly anxious about thesr exams because I know how fucked I am for them like I may be able to scrape one atleast but oh my god I just want to be able to sleep and not wake up tired. I just want thr ability to walk to the shops and not crash as soon as I get back anf remain bedbound for thr next 4 fucking hours. I have accomodations from my uni but none are particularly useful in my current situation.

Thanks for reading this ramble.