I have always been bad at making decisions. Choosing a career is no different. Here I am at 31 and I still don't know what to do. I constantly feel like I'm making a mistake. I'm a recently single parent, I just started to go back to school online and I don't think I can do it. I would rather do literally anything than read this book. I am washing my dishes, journaling, posting on Reddit. I almost went to the gym to avoid it. I wrote a poem. I don't think I've done that since 2008. I sit down to read the textbook and I keep getting lost in thought instead of reading. I am pursuing a computer science degree after being so irritated by the software at work, I wanted to learn how to do it and fix the shit myself. Turns out I really don't give a shit about how computers work. I took a pay cut so I could get a more flexible schedule to accommodate school. I need to reassess what kind of career I want. Again. I feel like a failure because I can't make a commitment and stick to it. Honestly I would love to be an entrepreneur, but I don't know what I could do. There are so many options, it's overwhelming to think of how to even narrow it down. Sure I like the idea of making and selling art, or writing a book, or digital marketing, or creating content, but how do I just freaking pick something and see it through! And in all of this time I've spend today feeling frustrated, I could have done more research to see what the fuck it is that will make me happy.