Have any of you experienced this before? (some of ya'll probably do...)

I recently got into gunpla kits a few years ago. My very first kit was the Sinanju RG that my cousin gave me and absolutely loved building it. There was one kit that I instantly fell inlove with the moment I saw the pictures and it was the Amatsu Hana RG kit.

It was already out for a few years at this point and got very lucky that I still managed to get one for cheap considering it's pbandai.

The thing is that, I havent built it yet LMAO It's been sitting in my shelf for about 4 years now 😭 However, Ive recently gotten back to building kits so Ill probably finally build it and even paint it!! But gosh! Icb it took me that long..

In my mind, i was putting it off bec I'm not ready yet. I want the build to be absolutely perfect for my favorite one. LOL And even then...When I finally got my painting supplies... I still don't feel ready to build it yet!! It's lowkey frustrating lmao

How about you guys? what is your reasoning for putting off something you wanna do so bad? I mean I know this is our ADHD too but what's the inner conversation like for ya'll?