I am 19(F) and was diagnosed with ADHD at a young age. My parents didn’t really believe I had a disorder even with the diagnosis so I never really got much support growing up, let alone get medicated. I always struggled with school my entire life and I ended up dropping out of college because of how difficult it was for me. Well now I struggle everyday TREMENDOUSLY with my constant mood swings, inability to self soothe, thoughts and feelings of worthlessness, constant worrying, intensified stimming/fidgeting, even eating has became super hard. I unfortunately relapsed SH recently and now I have to fight the erge when my emotions become too intense (it’s impulsive). I was hoping people on here could give me some advice and share any similar experiences too, because the problem is I constantly go back and forth from there is something wrong with me to there is nothing wrong with me at all and I’m just manipulating myself into thinking there is. It’s super exhausting and has made it so so hard for me to reach out for help.