I get burnt and exhausted easily I don't know what to do anymore I have like zero energy or motivation I can't hold a job even if the world depended on it. I'm on Adderall and even while I'm taking it it doesn't give me enough energy to work a job my room is cleaner on it but trying to manage time and other responsibilities still seem impossible. My excutive dysfunction is pretty severe I don't have a desire to do most things and even have a hard time starting things I like doing like gaming. I also deal with chronic pain and it makes everything that much worse in combination with ADHD. I can't work a job and I couldn't give a single fuck about a career or working a job I've gotten fired from every job I've ever had I can't keep up. At the last job I had which I somehow managed to hold for 3 months the longest I've ever held a job I became extremely sicidl I dread going into work burntout and in pain. I've been homeless multiple times and honestly I'm so fucking sick of it I just want to exist in peace with a roof over my head why should I have to work just to not be living on the streets I'm fed up and honestly wish I wasn't born.