Idk what flair fits for this, but I hope this is okay.

First off, I wanna say I’m not diagnosed with anything. I’ve been waiting to get tested for years, and I will be in a while. Meanwhile, it’s been really hard for me to get through daily life shit. I fucked up school, I’ve have the typical intense personality I guess, and It is most likely I have ADHD, as it runs in my family (as well as autism, add and bipolarity)

Lately, I’ve had insane mood swings. Mood swings so intense I have never experienced before.

Today, for example, I woke up and felt extremely happy. So happy I danced around, sang, got creative with instruments, etc. I texted my friends, let them know how great they are. You know the drill.

Now, just a couple hours later, I feel depressed as fuck. Nothing interests me. I don’t feel like eating, I don’t feel like doing anything. I just wanna go out and have fun, get an adrenaline kick and be happy. But i can’t atm, so I’m just sad as fuck lol

The switch in my mood is also insanely drastic and annoying. It’s like a complete crash and I can literally feel it in my entire body.

I don’t understand what the fuck is going on, and I just want to feel stable and happy.