I have AuDHD and I have my final exam of the semester tomorrow (Saturday for me).

I had two jobs today, get a temporary ID, and check the delays on public transport to make sure I had enough time to do what I need to do tomorrow.

I forgot both.

Now it's 1.30 am the day of the exam and I am going to have to leave at 6 am because of public transport closures (my exam is at 1 pm, yay me) and I am going to have to get a temporary ID on campus because I forgot to get one online, and then I am also going to have to go to a library to print out my notes because I was going to go to the library across from my bus stop tomorrow morning to print but because of the delays I cannot do that and should have done it this afternoon.

I am unmedicated because it's impossible to get a psychiatrist appointment here and I just hate having ADHD so much. Like the fact that I know and recognise what I need to do and never flipping do it is so frustrating and upsetting.

Just needed to vent because I hate my brain.