I’m really struggling right now. I got a work from home job back in July and ever since I’ve been in an anxiety panic or deep depressive state. It’s gotten so bad I’m practically not working and I’m afraid I’m going to get found out and fired soon. I can’t get out of bed due to a paralyzing anxiety and depression.

I saw a new psychiatrist today and she was considering that I might be bipolar. I’m already diagnosed with ADHD, but have found most meds make my already existing anxiety even worse.

I feel so much pressure from this job and so much overwhelm I’m paralyzed. I think I’ve also fallen out of love with my career and have begun to intrinsically tell myself that I no long want to do this. I want a job that doesn’t require more than I’m able to give as a person.

Being high-functioning isn’t realistic anymore and it’s about to put me out of a job in the worst job market ever. I’m beyond burnt out and don’t want to do anything anymore.